Phineas and Ferb Pornography Story: Barred Enjoy Chapter 1
A/N: Just to say italic is thoughts Bold italic is Phineas’s inner voice thing and underline italic is Ferb’s inner voice thing REMEMBER THAT!
Secret Crush or Forbidden Love?
Chapter 1
Boys we have to tell you something Dad said, Phineas and Ferb looked at him. What is it dad? Phineas asked, Mom came over to them. We just got news that one of Ferbs relatives has passed away, so you dad and Ferb are going back to England for awhile for the funeral. Mom explained, Phineas and Ferb looked very surprised. But why will they be gone for awhile? Why cant they just go to the funeral then come back! Phineas asked, he was really panicked now. Phineas and Ferb havent been apart for very long since their mom and dad got married. HoneyItll take them atleast 2 days to get back to England, another 2 days to get back, and their family is going to need a little support Mom said, she knew it hurt Phineas to have his brother taken away for awhile. Phineas didnt say anything as he just looked down. Ferb looked at his stepbrother, he too was surprised but didnt say anything. He knew theyd be coming back so he wasnt as panicked, but he felt upset knowing Phineas wouldnt be as happy without him around.
Dad saw how Ferb looked concerned about Phineas, he went over to Ferb. Hey, dont worry about Phineas too much. You both have lots of friends here that he can play with, and I promise we wont stay too long. Dad said, Ferb looked up at him and nodded. Well you two better go start getting ready, the plane leaves tomorrow. Mom said, Phineas was caught way off guard. Tomorrow!? But that means I only get the rest of the day before Ferb leaves for awhile Phineas thought sadly, Ferb wanted to help make him feel better but he didnt know how.
Phineas watched as Ferb got his stuff ready, he didnt know what hed do without Ferb here. When Ferb looked at his stepbrother he immediately regretted it, Phineas looked like an abandoned puppy that was left alone in the rain. He thought nothing could help Phineas feel better now, but Ferb just couldnt shake the thought of trying to help him. Phineas saw that Ferb was thinking about something as he packed, he didnt know what but he knew that he shouldnt bother him. You knowIts not like Im moving back to EnglandIm still coming back home Ferb said quietly, Phineas looked up. I know itll be upsetting while Im not here, but well be back as soon as we can Ferb continued, Phineas smiled slightly. Thats the thing about Ferb, he only talks openly with him, he almost never speaks when around anyone else. Yeah, I know Phineas agreed. But Ill still miss you a lot Phineas added in his mind, he didnt know why but hed been having mixed feelings for his stepbrother recently. He thought it was just because of how close they were, but a little voice in his head said differently.
You know that youll miss Ferb, so why not just tell him? The voice in his head spoke up, Phineas mentally groaned. Not you again! I thought I got rid of you for awhile! Phineas thought to the voice. The voice chuckled. Nope! And Im not leaving until you finally listen to me about these mixed feelings youre having! Said the voice as Phineas frowned. I know what Im feeling and its not what you keep saying! Phineas argued with the voice. DenialKeep that up and you might freak him out the voice taunted, Phineas mentally growled at the voice. I dont have a crush on Ferb! Phineas denied the voice and it chuckled Oh? Then why is it that you want to blush everytime he speaks? And why do you keep telling yourself how much you just LOVE his accent? The voice questioned, Phineas just blushed. What he didnt notice is that Ferb looked back at him, he walked over to him.
Phineas? Are you ok? Your face is a little red Ferb asked, Phineas blushed even more. Told ya the voice teased as Phineas looked away trying to hide his ever-growing blush. Ferb was confused. Whats the matter with him? First he keeps watching me, now he turns away Ferb pondered, Phineas took a risk, hoping his blush was gone, and looked back at Ferb. Its nothingYou should probably finish packing Phineas tried to distract Ferb, it didnt work. Phineas are you sick or something? You cheeks are bright red. Ferb asked as he touched Phineass cheek. Phineass face light up like a red Christmas light! You might want to try and control your blush, you look like a Christmas light… The voice said, Phineas didnt respond this time. Quickly as he could Phineas ran out of the room, he ran all the way into the backyard before he stopped.
His heart was pounding against his chest, he sat down under the tree and held a hand to his chest. Still want to deny that you like Ferb? The voice asked, Phineass blush never completely left his face. MaybeI have a slightcrush on him Phineas thought, the voice scoffed. Are you kidding? Youre head over heels for him, if he said he liked you back youd probably feel like the happiest guy in the world! the voice said, Phineas actually agreed with the voice. Youre rightThat is, IF, but I know he knew wouldif I told him, he would be disgustedThe love I want to share with him is forbidden Phineas thought sadly, he knew hed miss Ferb much more then he should now
While Phineas sat outside, Ferb sat in their room. Should I go see whats wrong? What if he runs away again? Why did he run away in the first place Ferb thought as he looked out the window at Phineas. You should talk to him A voice in his head said, Ferb blinked. Who said that? Ferb thought. Im youre, as you could say, inner voice. I help you make hard decisions that can change your life Said Ferbs inner voice, Ferb sighed. Ok, but what would I say? Ferb asked the inner voice. Just ask him whats wrong, hes your brother, he wouldnt lie to you, and if he did he would have a really good reason The inner voice said, Ferb frowned. Are you saying Phineas would lie to me? Ferb accused the voice. Of course not! Although he might if he feels he needs to, but I know hed never be able to keep a secret from you for long Said the inner voice. Ferb got up, he went downstairs and stood outside the backdoor. Phineas had a notebook with him and he was drawing something, Ferb quietly opened the door.
While Ferb was in their room Phineas had gotten a notebook from inside and went back out, He sat down and started sketching something. Whatcha drawing? Me and Ferb Phineas thought as he finished sketching it, he started to go over it and clean it up. Thats cuteAre you going to tell him before he leaves? NoIm going to throw it away after its done Phineas thought, he didnt want anyone to see this What! Why? Why not? Im not going to risk it being seen Phineas thought as he wrote something on the page. You say it bestwhen you say nothing at all? Whyd you write that? Because its true, When Ferb doesnt talk he expresses more. He doesnt need to speak to tell me things Phineas thought, just when he was about to tear it into shreds, he heard something.
Phineas looked up to see Ferb walking towards him, in a panic, he quickly held the drawing to his chest. Whatre you drawing? Ferb asked as he stood in front of Phineas. Nothing It didnt come out right so I was just about to throw it away Phineas said as he stood up and threw the beautiful drawing into the garbage, he was to panicked to shred it so he ended up crumpling it a half way and going inside. Ferb went up to the garbage and took out the drawing, he un-crumpled it and went wide-eyed as he looked at it. On the paper was a drawing of him and Phineas sitting beneath the tree and Phineas looked like he was laughing while Ferb was just smiling, then Ferb saw the writing. You say it bestWhen you say nothing at all. Does Phineas mean that when I dont speak I say things to him better? Ferb wondered, his inner voice then spoke up. No, he means that when you dont speak you can express things best. But why would Phineas throw this away? It looks fine to me Ferb questioned, he thought the drawing looked great. As I told you, he might be hiding a secret from you Ferb sighed and went back inside, leaving the drawing outside.
When he came in he saw Candace setting the table and Mom finishing dinner. Oh, Ferb could you go tell Phineas that dinner is ready? I saw him go up to your boys room. Mom asked, Ferb nodded and went upstairs to their room.
Phineas was in their room writing in his journal, hed been writing in it since Ferb moved in. He wrote about their summer adventures and just things that they did together, he started writing about his feelings for Ferb about a week ago when it started. He was right in the middle of his entry when Ferb came in. Mom said dinners ready Ferb explained, Phineas nodded and left his journal on his bed.
When they got downstairs they saw Mom already put dinner on their plates, so they just sat down and started eating. The rest of the family was quite surprised that the two werent talking, the just ate silently until they were done. Afterwards they went up to their room, Ferb still needed to finish packing and Phineas continued writing in his journal. Are you just going to stop talking to him? No, but I dont want to screw up anymore for one night Phineas thought, he continued writing as Ferb finally finished packing his things. Should I ask him about the drawing? Ferb wondered and his inner voice sighed. You shouldnt ask him about the drawingTry asking if somethings bothering him Ferb agreed and went over to Phineas.
Is something bothering you? Ferb asked, Phineas stopped writing. No, Why? Phineas lied, he just couldnt tell FerbAtleast not now, if he did Ferb might not want to come back Because youve been acting weird since Mom told us that Id be going back to England with Dad for awhile, Whats wrong? Ferb asked, Phineas sighed. Its nothing ok, just dont worry about it, I dont want you to be worrying about me while youre back at England Phineas lied again, it was something, and he did want Ferb to be atleast slightly worried Just stop lying and tell him the truth! I cant! If I tell him now, he might want to stay in England! Phineas thought, he just couldnt bare to know that hed never see Ferb again because he fell in love with him
Boys! Its time for bed! Mom called, the boys called their goodnights and got into bed. When they fell asleep, both of them had dreams about eachother