Phineas and Ferb Pornography Story: A Struggle to Live Chapter Nineteen

Ferb-

I was drifting in and out. Time passes. I felt no pain. My time to die was coming soon. I wanted to scream “No!” I was almost fourteen. Dying at thirteen seemed awkward. I wanted to stay. Things were going so well. One bruise told everything.

I remembered one day before landing in the hospital………

I was feeling tired. More bruises appeared. I did’nt know why. The bell rang. Everyone jumped out of their seats.

“Fletcher.” Mr. Addison, the gifted talent teacher said

“Yes.” I said

“You know that Danville Academy High is looking for students to reccomend for the Merit Honors Program for next year.”

I knew what he was about to say. “You really think……that I’m……well, considered.” I tried to hide my excitement

“Your grades are very high, Mr. Fletcher. Your academic acheivement is perfect.”

“I-I can’t believe it.” I said

“Keep working and next year, you’re in.” he handed me a pass

“I’ll keep working.” I said

I walked down the hall and opened my locker. I felt slightly tired. I pulled out some of my books and noticed another bruise on my wrist. I pulled the sleeve up to hide it. I felt slightly lightheaded. I tried to shake the feeling off. I can’t get sick. Not now. I walked to my next class.

Another memory………………….

“I’m not breaking up with you, Jen. We were’nt really dating.” I said to her

“Well, to me we were dating.” she said in an icy tone

“It’s not that I don’t like you, but I have a life-“

She interrupted me. “Right. And forget me! If you really like me then why can’t you spend more time with me!”

“I can’t spend every waking second with you! It seems like latly all we’ve done is yell at each other!”

“Fine! Go ahead and leave me! Is it so hard to spend some more time with me?”

“I’ve spent enough time with you! I need some time to myself! I’ve treated you nice. You treat me like crap!”

“I treat you like crap! You would’nt give up one whole damn day to hand with me!”

“Now that’s exaggeration! I’ve spent every weekend with you! Is’nt that enough?”

“But that’s not what I want.”

“That’s not what I want.”

“I always get what I want.”

“Then consider the first thing you want but you’ll never get!” I stormed off

I never heard from her again.

I felt my body drifting even more. Peace was settling over me. I saw darkness. I only heard voices weakly.

“You made it, Ferb” Phineas whispered

I drifted away even more. I heard nothing now. I felt nothing. Just nothing. I drifted further in the darkness. I thought about everything. My life. My past. My future. Suddenly, I had an urge to come back. I knew I could’nt hold on, but I wanted to. I did’nt want it to end. I felt myself drifting back. I heard faint noises. The sounds became louder. I knew I had to come back for them. Suddenly, I felt worn down, tired, and weak. For once it felt so good to feel pain. I started to breathe again. My heart started to beat again. It felt so good to feel my lungs taking in air. My heart pumping blood. I felt like my spirit landed on my body. I felt Phineas’s hand and held it.

I held it as I was trying to hold on to life.