Phineas and Ferb Pornography Story: A Struggle to Live Chapter 12

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The infection cleared but I still felt sick. I woke up that morning, and I was mad. I did’nt want to be sick anymore. I wanted to feel better. I was tired of the damn drug killing me. I wanted to stop. Now.

It was an hour before i had to take the drug, so I was feeling a little better.

“I want to stop taking it.” I said straight out

“What?!” Mom and Dad said at the same time

“You heard me.” I said

“What were you thinking?!” Mom shouted “This might be the only chance you’ll get better!”

“Get better?!” I shouted “You call this getting better?! Yes the drug worked, but look at me now!”

“Dr. Jefferson said-” Dad started

“I don’t care!” I shouted

“Ferb Fletcher, you are going to continue the chemo!” Dad said

“No I’m not.”

“An argument won’t help.” Candace said quietly

“I’m not changing my mind.” I said in a firm tone

“You’d better!” Phineas shouted “Either take this drug or die!”

I don’t know how I got the strenght to get up, but I did.

“I’m not changing my mind!” I shouted “This is my body and I have a say so in what they put in my body! I’m a person, not some guinea pig! Are all of you blinded? Can’t you see what this drug’s doing to me! The goddamn drug is killing me as much as the cancer!”

“But-” Phineas started to say

“I’m tired of people telling me what to do! I’m tired of going through chemo! I’m tired of leukemia taking over my life! Can’t you see how much it’s hurting me?!” I was crying now “I want to live! I want to be in remission! But the drug is only making me sicker and sicker. How does that help?”

I sat back down and cried. I felt as if a dam was opened. All my emotions flooded out.

How much pain could a person take?